Friday, February 26, 2010

Oh Crap! What Was That Beeping?

About 2:30 this afternoon I was working in the server room in the San Francisco office.  I was hooking up a laptop to the UPS (uninterruptable power source - backup battery system) at the request of one of the engineers in the DC office.  I had just hit the send button on an e-mail to him to tell him I had completed the setup when I heard it:  beeeep...beeeeep....beeeeeeeep.....

I said it out loud:  Oh crap!  What was that beeping?  I looked at the servers that are mounted in the racks and they all looked okay - I could see all the lights and displays were still on.  That's when it got crazy.

My blackberry started buzzing.  The first 2 messages were voice mails - one from my boss and one from my counterpart in Los Angeles.  The next message was an e-mail from another engineer in DC - the system was reporting a power outage.  A power outage?  Seriously?  I'm standing there in a room of fully powered equipment!  Surely that must be a mistake.

I called Smitty, the engineer in DC who sent the e-mail.  I explained to him that I was seeing power on everything; then we started talking about the work I was doing and when I looked down, I saw it:  the UPS unit was completely dark.

I killed one of the UPS units!  My heart started racing as Smitty got another couple of the engineers on the line and they started questioning me about the condtions in the room and what was going on just before I heard the beeping.  In the meantime, by blackberry keeps buzzing with more and more e-mails coming in; the receptionist came to the server room door to say that everyone was calling her looking for me because they're having computer problems (and what, you think I'm having a party in here?); then the office manager came in excitedly exclaiming "computers are crashing everywhere!"

OMG!  What have I done?  I tried to remain calm and after about 10 minutes of consultation with the DC guys, we were able to revive the UPS.  I did a little happy dance!  When the DC guys confirmed that everything had come back online, I did a big happy dance.

And then it hit me:  I took the system down.  I TOOK the system down.  I TOOK THE FREAKING SYSTEM DOWN!!!  I thought I was having a heart attack.  By the time I got to my office, I couldn't breathe, my heart was racing and all I could do was cry. 

My boss called to talk about it.  I thought for sure I would get fired.  But, he was totally cool and said that "shit happens" and not to worry so much.  As long as we were back up and running and nobody lost any work, it was fine.

So, it only took me three months to achieve my first big whoopsie.  I'm glad today is Friday and I can go home and hibernate for the weekend.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I Hate Sad Posts, But....

...I have to get this out of my system.

In 1998, after several months of watching his health decline, I had to make the decision to put my little Yorkie Spike down.  I had adopted him when he was only 6 weeks old, and he had been my constant companion through good times and bad and made the big move to California with me.  I thought I'd never recover from that.

By May of that year, I had decided that there was a big hole in my heart and that I missed the companionship of a little warm, furry friend.  I started my search for a tiny guy to fill that hole.

I had contacted Yorkie breeders in the area; had visited the Humane Society; had scoured the newspaper ads and came up empty.  The internet as we know it was still in it's infancy, but became a powerful tool in my search.  In early June, I stumbled upon a breeder's website that looked interesting: TinyTreasure Yorkies (no, that's not a typo - there's no space in the name!).  I sent an e-mail inquiry and asked if they had any "pet" adoptable dogs (I certainly wasn't interested in showing or breeding); in the e-mail, I told my sad story about Spike.  Within a couple of hours, I got a reply from a woman named Cindy - she had a 2-year-old Yorkie named Aerostar who needed a home.

His story broke my heart.  Cindy said that a few months earlier, she went to a woman's house who had advertised champion bloodline Yorkies for sale.  Being a breeder and handler of championship dogs, she was always looking for new "stock" to breed.  When she got there, it was nothing short of a puppy mill and she found Aero, a 2-year old female and 10 puppies all living in cages in this woman's basement in absolute filth.  It was obvious to her that these dogs had been mistreated, so she rescued the dogs and turned the woman over to the authorities.

She nursed the dogs back to health and adopted out the pups and the little female dog.  She held on to Aero because she thought he had the physical characteristics needed for a show dog.  She worked on getting his coat to grow back in (he had lost a lot of hair) and tried working on his temperament around people, but his puppy trauma ran too deep and he wasn't happy being one of the crowd of dogs in her house.

Naturally, she sent me a picture of him with his story and it was love at first sight.  I had to have this little dog in my life.

For a couple of weeks I spoke with Cindy and we arranged a price, getting him to me (little did I know when the transaction started that he was in CANADA!), giving her references to check and preparing myself and my apartment for a new occupant.  I sent a toy and one of my t-shirts to her to put in his kennel when he traveled because I wanted him to know my scent when I picked him up at the airport.

I took a Friday off at the end of June and my friend Joyce came with me to the airport that day.  I was like a nervous mother waiting to meet her child for the first time.  The flight was delayed, but after about an hour and a half, his little kennel appeared at the US Airways cargo station.  I started crying when I saw that little face looking out at me from inside the kennel.

I couldn't just take him out of the kennel and hug him right then and there - I had to identify him, show my i.d. and then take the paperwork over to Customs so he could clear Customs and come home with me (that cracked me up).  Finally, after about a half hour of paperwork, I took the nervous little dog out of the kennel, kissed his little face and headed home.

At first he was very shy, spending most of his time in his kennel, where he felt safe.  Slowly but surely, he warmed up to me and, as they say the rest is history.

Over the last 12 years, he went from that shy, nervous dog who was afraid of his own shadow to a tiny dog with a big personlity who made everyone he met fall in love with him.  He's been my constant companion since that day I picked him up at the airport and has enriched my life so much.  He was quite the character over the years who loved to go for rides, loved to have his belly rubbed and demanded that I do wha he wanted on his schdule.

On January 31, I took him in to the vet's office for a checkup.  At 13-1/2 years old, I could tell that his age was catching up with him.  He was moving a lot slower, sleeping a lot more, eating a little less and I could see the cataracts growing in his eyes.  But he was still the lovable little dog who had moments of spryness.  That was the day I received the bad news:  he had lost over a 1/2 pound (which on a 3-pound dog is a lot!) and he was in the beginning stages of kidney failure.  I was devastated because it cemented what I knew in my heart:  the end was near.

Dr. Trief, the wonderful vet we saw, said that to start I should change his diet to a low-protein food, which should slow the progression of the kidney failure.  She also said just to make him as comfortable as I could and bring him back in 3 weeks for more blood work and a weight check.

Things seemed ok; I thougt he was liking the new fancy food, but I noticed that he was very clingy when I'd get home at night and he was really slowing down.

On Feburary 17, I got home from work early (thank goodness!) and noticed that he was pretty lethargic and just laying on his blanket, not moving.  He didn't greet me at the end of the couch when I got home, so I knew something was wrong.  I tried to feed him some small pieces of oatmeal cookie that I had bought for him at the fancy dog store that day, but he just spit them out at me.  I picked him up, thinking that he just needed some t.l.c., but when I looked in his eyes, I knew.  I knew this was the end.

I called the vet's office and they said to bring him in right away.  Dr. Gallelo, the vet on duty, came in to the exam room to tell me the news I was dreading:  he had lost another 1/2 pound since our last visit, his temperature was around 92 (instead of up at 98-99) and his kidneys were shutting down. It was time to make a decision: take heroic measures to save him or end his suffering.  That was the second time in my life I had to make that decision and it wasn't any easier this time around.  I couldn't watch him suffer.

So, just a week ago tonight, I said goodbye to my little furry companion Aero as he closed his eyes and went on to the Rainbow Bridge.  I've cried and cried and cried.  And cried some more. 

My house feels empty and my heart just aches that he's gone.  Each day has gotten a little better, but it's hard to not have him here after he's been my companion and responsibility for nearl 12 years.  I mostly miss his sweet, furry face and happy wagging tail greeting me each day when I'd come home from work.

Will there be another furry companion in my life?  You betcha.  But for now, I'm just waiting for my heart to catch up to my head and then the search will begin.

So, it is with a heavy heart that I say goodbye to that little dog who grew into such a big part of my life, my sweet litte Aerostar.  I'll miss you and you'll always have a special place in my heart.  Thank you for bringing love into my life for the last 12 years.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Monday, February 22, 2010

The New Job

So, it's been just about three months since I started the new job.  Let me say that I'm so happy to not only be working, but be working at a really great law firm!

On the day I started (November 30, 2009), the firm opened an office in the Silicon Valley.  They're actually GROWING when many law firms are shrinking and laying off attorneys and staff (ahem-remember last May?).  I hit the ground running that day, helping get people set up with computers, phones and anything else that you need on your first day of work.  We were 13 people in a new situation starting a journey together.  It was a challenge and pretty frightening for me, but I couldn't wait.

After being there only two weeks, I was quite surprised when the office manager handed me an envelope with a check in it - a check for a Christmas bonus!  I about fell off my chair!!!  It was a small amount, but still, after only two weeks of work?  I wanted to frame it.

The beginning of January brought a more permanent schedule as the Silicon Valley office settled in:  I was to spend Monday, Wednesday, Friday in San Francisco and Tuesday-Thursday with my new friends in SV.  It was like starting another new job!  I had only spent a few hours in SF over the first 4 weeks, so I walked in like a nervous kid who had just transferred to a new school in the middle of the year.  Luckily, I had met a few of the SF folks so I didn't feel like a total stranger.

And on one of those days in early January, an e-mail came out from one of the higher-up partners in management:  the firm had a good year and they were going to reward the staff with a bonus!  Seriously!!  I was handed another check with a "thank you for all you've done so far" and once again I about fell off my chair.  That was 2 bonuses in about 4 weeks - it confirmed that this was a good firm and I was lucky to have landed there.

So now that I've been there for 3 months, I'm starting to feel like an old pro.  The IT group is really great; I've met (in person) the CIO (Chief Information Officer) and he's a really smart, nice guy; the engineers I've worked with from our DC office are very kind and understanding when I work with them; the 'west coast' IT team has been so wonderul, helping me to figure out what's what and covering my back when I feel like I'm drowning.

The best part is my boss.  I liked him from the first time I met him at my first face-to-face interview.  He's sharp and thinks quickly on his feet; he's totally fair to everyone on the team - if one of us makes a mistake, it's the team's mistake and no one is singled out in public.  He's willing to teach me the stuff that I don't know, even if it means showing me more than once.  And the best part:  he's got a sense of humor and he gets my sense of humor!

The job itself is crazy busy, but after months of not being busy at work, I'm welcomin the challenge.  It's the first time I've felt smart in a really long time.

Of course, there are the things that drive me crazy and the people that get on my nerves.  It's not utopia, but it's also not the Evil Empire.

I'm just tickled to be working and will be glad to do my taxes next year - I'll only have to deal with one W-2!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Haven't Been Taken By the Mother Ship....

I'm shocked at myself that my last post was on New Year's Day.  And today's February 21.  That's 50 days that I've neglected my blog!


Let me get you a little caught up on what's been happening in Kel's Korner.


The New Job:  I'm happy to report that I'm still employed.  This week I'll make the 90 day mark and according to employee handbook, will get reviewed by my boss.  I really like working for a man.  He's straight up - no guessing about what he's thinking.  He's got a great sense of humor, gets my sense of humor and really really knows what he's doing.  Keep you fingers crossed that the review goes well and I'll still be employed in another 90 days.


The Saints:  What can I say, except WHO DAT!!!  I can't believe I didn't get here and blog about the success of the team I've loved since I was 4 years old. The season was unbelievable, capped by a playoff win and then not only the appearance in the Super Bowl, but a win!  My only regret is that I couldn't be in New Orleans celebrating with my family.  But believe me, I did my share of celebrating all by myself!


Mardi Gras:  It was this past Tuesday.  Happy Mardi Gras a little late.  With the end of Mardi Gras comes Lent and the obligatory "I'm giving up such and such for Lent."  This year, it's Diet Coke, sugary snacks and fast food.  Yeah, that's three, but three hard ones that are, in the long run, good for my health.  I've been a bit of a beyotch for the first couple of days, mostly from giving up the Diet Coke.  Today I'm not nearly as hateful as I was, say, Wednesday.


Exercise:  One of the things I like about my new job is the benefits.  And one of those benefits is the "Healthy Incentive Bonus."  It's pretty simple:  exercise for at least 30 minutes 132 times between January 1 and November 30 and you get a $200 bonus.  Can you believe it?  So, that figures out to 3 times a week for 11 months.  I can do that!  And getting paid to exercise?  Could there be a better reason to get to the gym regularly?  In January I made it to the gym or walked (yes, I can exercise without going to the gym) a total of 15 times - 3 times over the monthly average.  For February, I've already been 14 times and still have this week to go - not too shabby for somebody who hates exercising, eh?


Life In General:  Not too bad.  Just trying to get a steady routine down with the job and not be so nervous every day.  I do become more comfortable with each passing week.  I'm sure that soon I'll feel like "myself" and will become an old pro at the new place.


I'm looking forward to 2 scrapbooking events in March:  a weekend retreat in early March and a super all-day crop near the end of the month.  I'm mostly looking forward to spending time with women I admire, respect and enjoy spending time with.


So, in a nutshell, that's it for now.  I promise to try to get back here on a more regular basis!!


Until Next Time,


Kel 

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year - Happy New Decade!!!

Greetings to all my friends in the blog world - and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I can't believe that I'm sitting here and it's the start of a new decade.  I never really thought about new decades until this year.  Guess that's a sign that I'm getting old(er) and things like that matter.

Sorry for being absent since the end of November, but my life has gotten a little crazy since then.

Did I tell you I got a new job?  YEP, I GOT A NEW JOB!!!

Started on November 30 (hence the last post on 11/29) and it's been like a thrill ride at Disneyworld.  I'm working in the IT department of a Washington, D.C.-based law firm.  I'm based in the San Francisco office, but on my first day at work, they opened a brand new Palo Alto office, which I'll also be responsible for.

My first day on the job I reported to the Palo Alto office and needless to say, I hit the ground running.  And I've been running ever since.  I've spent 98% of time time there in the last month; I actually got to spend 2 whole days in a row in the San Francisco office last week.  As soon as things get to "normal" in Palo Alto, I'll be splitting my time between the two offices

I really like my new boss - I'm working for a man this time around.  He's a really nice guy and has a great sense of humor.  The best part is that he gets MY sense of humor.  The entire IT team, starting with the CIO, all seem to be extremely friendly and willing to help.  I haven't met anyone that I don't like yet.

It's been tough getting back on a schedule.  After all, when you sleep late every day for six months in a row, getting up with the chickens is a tough act.  But I'm not complaining!!

Aero's had a hard time adjusting to this new lifestyle.  He is not happy and has left me puppy puddles and puppy packages to show his disapproval.  To help ease the old guy's anxiety, I've hired the girl down the street, Sarah, to come by every day after school and let him out and spend a few minutes with him.  That seems to be working out very well.  Aero's happier when I come home, I don't have to clean up after him and Sarah, who's 12, is making some serious pocket money. 

So, as this new year and new decade starts, I'm looking forward to making progress in my new job and getting over the 'new kid on the block' jitters I've been experiencing.  And I'm hoping that on January 1, 2020, I'll be sitting here welcoming another new decade after finishing my first decade at this job!

May you all have a truly joyous and wonderful 2010!!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Friday, November 27, 2009

Friday Fill-Ins

And...here we go!


1. Wait! Wait, don't forget to dig out the birth certificate to bring to the first day of work on Monday!


2. A hot, buttered biscuit followed at once by a cold gulp of milk reminds me of home.


3. The trouble is I need to go buy some new clothes for the new job.


4. One of my best friends lives many miles away.


5. With a faint pop that champagne bottle will be opening soon.


6. At night, the side yard is shadowy and ominous.


7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to catching up on some shows on the dvr, tomorrow my plans include going to the gym and shopping and Sunday, I want to get ready to start my new job on Monday!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thankful.... It's the Big One....

Today is Thanksgiving Day.

I could take this "Thankful" post and go on and on and on about all the things in my life that I am celebrating today and thanking my lucky stars about.  But I'll try to be brief and just mention a few:

  • Of course, first and foremost, I'm thankful for the job offer this week.  That goes without saying.
  • I'm thankful for my friends, Marie and Hank, who each year for the last 20 years have saved a place for me at their family Thanksgiving table.
  • I'm thankful for my family - even though they're far away, I know they love me unconditionally and support me no matter what crazy idea I may have.
  • I'm thankful for my friends here in CA.  Without them, I would have gone insane between May and now.
Okay, that's it for now.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Thankful...

Today I'm thankful for the FedEx driver that came to my door bearing the envelope with the offer letter!!!  I think he's my new best friend!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Thankful...

Today is an easy one!!!!!

Today I'm thankful for the job offer that came my way this morning!!!!

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Until Next Time,

Kel

Day 194: Finally! A Job Offer!!!!

It's been exactly 194 days since I was laid off.  I lost track of how many jobs I've applied for in that time, but I think it's been more than 30.  I've mostly applied online, and have only heard no's from 4 of them.  Talk about getting lost in cyberspace!

Back in August, I enlisted the help of a technical recruiter who specializes in law firms.  While I didn't want to go back to the law firm world, I figured it's the devil I know and what I'm good at, so off my resume went.  Since that time, I've heard from 2 other legal recruiters (who both got my resume from either Monster or CareerBuilder), but they were only offering shift work on help desks.  Not exactly what I was looking for.

Finally, at the beginning of October, an IT support job opened up for a law firm in San Francisco.  The description fit me perfectly:  small office of a multi-office internation firm, network support, user support and training.  That was the beginning of a nearly 6 week journey.

There was an initial phone interview, followed by a face-to-face interview the next day with the Office Manager and West Coast IT Manager; then, a face-to-face interview with the managing partner; then, a videoconference interview with the top two IT guys; and finally, a second videoconference interview with the top two HR people.  That was on Friday.

This morning, around 10:30, the phone rang. It was Stephanie, the HR Manager from Washington, D.C. (the firm's home office).  Turns out the recruiter I'm working with ended up going home with food poisoning and Stephanie didn't want to wait for her to return, so SHE OFFERED ME A JOB!!!!!

Yippee!!  Yahoo!!!  I'm doing the happy dance today!!! 

Not only did I get the offer, she said that after reviewing my skill, my years of experience and all that good stuff, they were going to offer me $4,000 more a year than they had originally said!  I couldn't say YES fast enough!

So, I'm waiting for the offer letter to arrive by FedEx tomorrow and will be heading off to work on Monday morning!!

Only 194 days of unemployment and I only have to file for 1 more check (covering the last 2 weeks).  Soon, I'll have a real paycheck in my hot little hands!!!!

Join me in doing the happy dance!!!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Monday, November 23, 2009

Thankful....

I'm thankful that today, 25 years later, I'm a stronger, wiser woman than that 22 year-old girl that walked down the aisle...

I'm also thankful that the marriage didn't work out because that's what made me the stronger wiser woman I am today.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Thankful...

You know what's coming because it's Sunday....

I'M THANKFUL FOR ANOTHER SAINTS WIN TODAY!!!!!

WOO-HOO!!!!!  10 AND 0!!!!!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Thankful...

"Oh, the weather outside is frightful...."  Yep.  Today it's rainy and dreary and kinda cold.  In my opinion, the perfect day to cuddle up on the couch with my four-legged furry friend.

So today, I'm thankful for the "frightful" weather.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Friday, November 20, 2009

Friday Fill-Ins

And...here we go!


1. We need some popcorn for dinner tonight.


2. I saw an old man walking a chihuahua, carrying a large green lawn & leaf bag to pick up the poop and it made me smile.


3. If you want anything in life you have to work hard for it.


4. I'm excited because I'm one of the last two candidates for a job.


5. Massachusetts has a proposed 5% sales tax on elective cosmetic surgery; I think it beats any "fat" tax on junk food.


6. Getting together with friends makes for a happy holiday.


7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to relaxing with my four-legged furry friend, tomorrow my plans include going to the gym and continuing the work in my workshop and Sunday, I want to go somewhere and watch the Saints game!
 
Until Next Time,
 
Kel

Thankful...

I'm thankful that today is Friday.  It's been an interesting week with lots of interviews, and now it's just a matter of waiting.  Waiting to hear if I get the job or not.

I think I can relax a little over the weekend.  At least I know that the interviews are over for this job for now.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Thankful...

You might find this strange, but today I'm thankful for my dentist, Dr. Austria.

Yes, I said dentist.

As a kid and teen, I spent lots of time at the dentist, orthodontist and oral surgeon's offices, trying to get my teeth straight.  I guess because of that, I was never afraid of going to have any kind of work done on my mouth.

But Dr. Austria is truly one of a kind.  He (and his wife, who's the office manager), treat everyone with a kindness that goes beyond customer service.  He remembers things about me that I might have said a year ago and always remembers that my friends, the Galindos (who are also patients of his) and I are very close, and we chat about things that I do with them.

So, yeah, I'm thankful for my dentist.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Thankful...

Today, I find myself being thankful for the wonderful women who own the gym I go to, Stephanie and Anne.

During the long summer, they offered me a chance to volunteer at the front desk of the club and earn credit toward services or products there.  But more than that, they got me out of the house at a time when I didn't want to leave, they got me back in the gym working out and they've been cheering me on all these months, keeping the faith that a job was just around the corner for me.

They're more than people who own a business I patronize.  They've become my friends.

Until Next Time,

Kel

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thankful...

Today, I'm thankful that I've been called in for another interview with the law firm in San Francisco that I've applied to.  This will be the third interview (4th if you count the initial phone screen) with them.  I guess that means that my chances of getting a job offer are good!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Monday, November 16, 2009

Thankful...

Well, it's another Sunday and today, I'm thankful for my 'partner in crime' Joyce.

We've been friends for nearly 20 years now and all I have to do is pick up the phone and say "hey, you wanna go on an adventure" and she's ready to go!  Over the years we've done lots of fun things together and have supported each other through some tough times.

Today we're heading out to do one of our favorite things:  shop the crafts and handmade goodies at the annual Harvest Festival.  We're both really good at helping each other spend money!!

Until Next Time,

Kel

Thankful...

Today, I'm thankful that my Saints are 9-0!!!!!!

9 and 0!?!?!?!  Are you kidding me?  This is their best season in their history!

Come on - you know you want to chant along with me:

WHO DAT SAY DEY GONNA BEAT DEM SAINTS?!!  WHO DAT!!  WHO DAT!!

Until Next Time,

Kel